Thursday, July 3, 2008

fat

I've gained weight the last few days, and I don't know why. Therefore, I feel really fat. It sucks that the whole kick-anorexia-to-the-curb thing is easy until you realize the weight you've gained. Make it go awayyy! :-(

Oh, and today I talked to Sarah about maybe working at the Historical Building next year. Her face lit up and she said, "That'd be great! I'd love it!" but she explained that it's totally dependent on the budget. But since I spoke up early, hopefully something can be worked out. I may go on a 780 plan, which means that I only have a contract for six months or so, and we could go from there. Luckily, the lady who figures the budget is really happy with the work I've been doing lately, and she's even looked at me during DCA meetings and said, "We should have Tori do that!" So cross your fingers and pray for me!

xoxo
Tori

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Have you thought about giving up your scale? Or not weighing yourself so frequently?

Besides, I recall you saying you were trying to gain weight...

Rachel said...

Good luck! What would you be doing there? Are you a history nerd, too?

tori_927 said...

Anon - It's crossed my mind, but I never really gave it much thought. I do still need to gain weight, altho (from what I'm told) just a few pounds more. It's tough to completely give up the scale because growing up I'd watch my mom weigh herself every day, sometimes twice a day, so I'm still trying to work it out of my head that it's something I have to do. Same with counting calories. It's become so ingrained in my mind that it's hard to undo those habits.

Rachel - Never really been a history nerd in school as I don't like to really study it, but I LOVE going to museums. My internship is for graphic design and PR -- so I do a lot of the brochures, rack cards, kiosk displays, signs, mailouts, etc. for the museum, as well as the occasional news release when I have nothing else to do.